Darkness

I glare into the darkness
it pulls me under
I feel it's cool mist on my skin
Fears desolve around me in the darkness
it strokes me gentle
whispers in my head 'you belong here'
Its hold is like tar sticking me firmly to it
suffocating me slowly, very slowly realizing my breathing becomes fast
time begins to stand still
I will myself to fight
but I'm overcome with fear
the harder I struggle
the more I fear
the less I struggle
the less I fear
Oh what do I do
What I do know is this
Darkness wins when nothing is left
But I do have fight left
So it hasn't won yet